MOVESHAKEDROP.

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up. I need your loving hands to come and pick me up. And every night I miss you, I would just look up, to know the stars are holding you, holding you tonight.

It's already 31March. And cliche line: TIME FLIES~
Had SRGCE interview today. Omg for me, it was more of a bonding time with two friends (aka teachers). I even told a blonde joke in my interview hahahaha. Ohwell, hope my interview would be successful and then it would mean, HELLO CAMBODIA!!!

Time spent w Bren, ed, Leo and Bdon after odac. Thanks you guys love you all like applebottomjeans. It was good to hear some assurance + love + so much more. :)

Okay back to Econ(fusing)s.
Sc tomorrow. Sweet.

<3 nella.

MAKEYOUSMILE.

Should be studying. Doing Maths and gonna study GP later. Burning the midnight oil just to do whatever I need to do. I didnt see myself doing this for the blardy O's. Whatever happened along the way?

Hmm nonetheless, what made my day:
Getting an S on my very first Econs lecture test. :)
Not that fab, but hey at least it's an S for a first time. And I guess the bad things would normally bring about good changes (hi im studying now late in the night *waves*) HAHA i think I must be crazy to be proclaiming my mighty S grade on Econs.

New songs for the ipod. Rejoice and be gladdddd. :)

Supperclub this week. Awesome.

OKAY BACK TO MY BOOKS.
I totally hate the way you're treating me now. I really doubt the credibility of whatever you told me OVER THE PHONE last week. Sucks to have a crush. And moreover, it's a crush on you.
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YOURLOVEISMYNEWDRUG.

ODACODACODAC. <3 Ultimate awesome day spend with the fellow odacians.

SUMMARY:
We were camwhoring like idk what because we had to wait for ALL the cyclists to be back.. Which was around 2 hours.
SINGSINGSING. "D-I-N-O-S-A-U R A DINOSAUR!"
Being annoying and all pester-y when we had to.. Cos we had to sell drinkkkks. Ultimate success. (Y)
BK + ghost stories where victims normally ended up in IMH....
BUS13BUS13BUS13.
Hsh>showered>slept....
CHRONICLES OF RINA CLAW AND FNL AT SK. :)

Well I spent/wasted my Saturday~

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SPIN ME AROUND.

I did the half on Amalgamation for pw. I just gotta complete the Alternatives one and then I can finally turn in. I feel so proud of myself because I didnt go on the computer purely for entertainment yayyy. :>

Ilykkkksch. :>
Eagles won first overall! :)

With all that smiley faces, I must say, today wasnt really an awesome day. Firstly, I screwed up APGP lecture test. Secondly, I screwed up Geog test. (and I must say I did put in effort for it) And for a moment, I thought I lost my GC (thank God i found it whew) All this little, minute things added up together... Ohman I really was on the verge of breaking down.. Somehow I feel jc isnt right for me.. But then again, I chose it. And I cant give up, i have to strive even harder.

I'm like trying my utmost best to think positively.. Like, if the RJC/HCI/VJC/ *insert elite jc here* people could cope with both their cca + academics, I dont see why I cant too. I mean, so what if they're from elite schools?? Does that make them any superior? Cos I believe I'm the same as any one of them. Its just that I have more obstacles to face; more barriers to overcome. Which I hope and pray that I can..

Well all I can give myself is a pat on my back and a super hell loads of encouragement to push on in this path Ive taken. :) Gogo fionella! Remember fnl kicks ass? ;)))

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TAKE IT OFF.

IM DOING GP AND IM STUCK. :( and my essay was going so well.... Fmlfmlfml. *prays hard inspiration would come soon....* Plus ive got chinese to do too rahhhhzzxzxz. Anws im starting to like chinese now because ive been blessed w a new and awesome teacher. ^^

Im in this Ke$ha mode naooooo... Take It Off's my current it song!!! Whoots ke$ha is like mega awesome ttm. Tik Tok is overrated already. COME ON PEOPLE MOVE ON MAN!!!

Im sosososososo confused. Lets see how it goes from there.. Haha.

WTF THERES A FRIGGIN HUGE BLACK WASP ATTACKING MY LIVING ROOM..... I IS SCARED ZOMGGGGGGGGGG F F F F F F F F.

I should get on to geepeee and then do chinese.... starting school at 83o tomorrow shweet morning jog here i come. ^^^^^^

Love you all xoxoxoxoxox.
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HUNG UP.

Glad to have cleared any misunderstandings that have been looming for the past two weeks. Dont be afraid okkkkk? Im just happy i didnt lose a friend. :> i just hope it wouldnt happen a second time again. Because if it does, i doubt i'd have any energy left over to deal with this. In other words, ill just break.
But yes we live in the moments and not in our assumptions. :D

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AND WE ALL FALL DOWN.

TERM 2 HAS STARTED LIFE SUCKS BECAUSE I HAVE HW BWAHAHAHA.

Econs awaits meeeee, and im still here.

AND IM GONNA UTILISE MY CAMERA SOON. ^^^^^^ maybe i shall go service it or sth because the bloody thing eats up my battery power like idk whattt, so for now, i shall rely on the hp. ;)

Ohwellz im a happy kidddd thru and thru with emo moments in certain days but im def not gonna let it get me down. :D

TEEHEE IVE GOT 5/7 FOR MY MOST RECENT MATH TEST. :) FOR NELLA WILL NOT RETAIN THIS YEAR~~~

Missed free cone day but oh well, A MOMENT ON YOUR LIPS, FOREVER ON YOUR HIPS. HAHAHAHA. SAYS WEE TZE. Had fun in sch anwz. ^^

IM GNA BE A PWETTY GIRL SOON. SOON ENOUGH. ^^

It's alright its okkkk. ;) MOVED ON. Im just bummed you ever had such thoughts to do this to me, but idc already srsly for my conscience is as clear as day. ;)

Im happy night girl WHOOO.

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DREAM A LITTLE DREAM.

Chemistry makes me woooooozy~ I h8 elearn zzz. 6 FRIGGIN LECTURE VIDS TO WATCH. I'm only at vid4 and i still have 18 pages of notes left to conquer and fill. ORRRRR-BI-TALLLLLLLSSSSSSSSSSSS. spdf wahahaha. I shall aspire and hope and dream and wish and cross mah fingers that i'll be done by tonight. -x fingers- Then i still have geog, gp and econs.. Thank God i'm 3/4 done with maths wahaha.

Going for a band concert tonight at sjc woohoo. Support hi military band man! Although they're just the guest band but whuteva i -heartxzxzxz- hi woohoo.

Saw term 2's timetable. Two words: SUCKS BALLZZZ. We swapped pe timings w the science stream people on even week mondays.. In other words, we end at friggin 6 that day. -_- How unfair. And my earliest release is still 3. -_- Andandand, now we have same subjects tutorials and lectures BACK TO BACK so its like 2 hours worth of lesson lah. -_- And it would happen at least thrice a week, both even and odd? Oh man.

I WANNA GO B&J'S FREE CONE DAY but we end school at 4 that day. :( :( :( Ive never missed any since sec2!!! Now ive gotta break the yearly ritual. Sucks ballzzzzz.

Gotta run sooooooon. I miss running high + max endorphins. :( :( :(

ZOMG BYE WORLDIES. XOXOXO.

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Debate tomorrow. Student steward aka bodyguard + babysitter = me + 35 other people. Mannn. Have to be in school by 730 in full school u + tie and have to button the top button too. Bleahzzz. Felt so gh3y to have signed up for it just because I wanted cip hours. o.o OH WELLZ I HOPE I WOULD HAVE FUN TEEHEE.

SHEEEEZ.

March hols of 2010 would be hard to forget. Literally. Did so many firsts in my life in this past four days. K I wouldnt really elaborate much but yes I would seriously x100000 wont forget because I cant believe did it myself too. HAHA what a liberal feeling~ I kinda like it but yes I just pray/hope/wish I wont get hooked and stuffs or else I'd just wither, fade and die.

Ive got so much homework to do and I shall dedicate tomorrow to that purpose and finish at least 3/4 of it. (x10000 highly impossible.. but hey whats a dream worth anw!! and miracles ARE possible)

Damnz it my ipod's experiencing songs famine. H8 it blah.

Ande's party later hope i have fun~ Since the past 2 days of my life has been a mega blast xxxxxx. Hope Sat would be confirmed, the last one before bidding farewell to freedom and saying hello to the shackles of school. :( plus its gonna be the last one before june!! (i think)

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Take me away.

Running makes me happy. Super happy. I adore the wind blowing past my face, the fast pacing of footsteps on the ground, seeing fellow runners around doing the same thing that I'm doing, letting the endorphins do the groundwork for my emotions and the thoughts of sadness becoming a joy at the end of my journey. :)

Today I ran, and I wasn't disappointed as always. For the superfluous reasons and for the not so superfluous ones. Haha. For one, I finally see my effort not going to waste. Can't wait for the day that the insults finally stop and the compliments taking its place instead.

I'll pray for a miracle okkk. ;)

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Here to rant that....

I CAN'T SLEEP TILL I FINISH MY PW AND CHINESE ESSAY. WTH I SHOULD HAVE TAKEN CLB COS CHINESE IS A FREAKING WASTE OF TIME. (THE IRONY THAT I WANT TO SCORE AN A/B.. BUT THAT'S NOT THE WHOLE BLOODY POINT HERE) I DONT PLAN TO TAKE CHINESE AT A HIGHER LEVEL. AT LEAST I CAN GO TO CHINA AND NOT DIE THERE DUE TO LANGUAGE BARRIERS WHY AM I STILL LEARNING CHINESE. I ALWAYS BLANKED OUT IN CHINESE SINCE SEC3. WHY CANT ANY CHINESE TEACHER BE LIKE CAI-LI LAOSHI HUH HUH HUH. ALL CHINESE TEACHERS EXCEPT HER ARE TOTAL BITCHES BECAUSE THEY JUST MAKE ME LOSE HOPE EVEN MORE COS THEY BLOODY HELL ONLY CARE ABOUT THEIR RICE BOWL BECAUSE THEY CANT TEACH. I KNOW IM MEAN BUT I'VE SUFFERED MY WHOLE UPPER SEC LIFE COS OF ONE LOUSY CHINESE TEACHER. ALTHOUGH THE JC CHINESE TEACHER IS NICE AND ALL, BUT STILL IT'S NOT ENOUGH TO MAKE ME CULTIVATE MY LOVE FOR CHINESE LIKE HOW IT WAS IN LOWER SEC. CHINESE TO ME IS A WASTE.OF.TIME I KNOW HOW TO READ I KNOW HOW TO WRITE WHY THE HELL MUST I LEARN YANYUS AND LEARN HOW TO SUMMARISE A DARN PARAGRAPH WHEN I KNOW IT'S ALL USELESS ONE DAY. DARN I HATE THIS I HATE THIS I HATE CHINESE!!!

Sometimes I do hate conforming to the education system here... Fly me off to somewhere where it's not so strict please.~

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I cant find my cidian when it was specifically in my bag........ Screw that.

BUT IM NOT GOING TO BED AN ANGRY PERSON.......

State of mind.

A not-so-productive study session with Khai and Solo today at Khai's super awesome condo. Really. Damn awesome x10000 hence it wasnt productive... AND SOLO'S IPHONE WAS A DISTRACTION... Then Dl came over after his canoe and we played pool in the games room. THE LOUSL POOL ME HAS BROKEN ALL BARRIERS AND DEFEATED KHAI (who apparently sucks as much as I do). Oh I'm definitely awesome ttm. :D

My favourite word now is.. AWESOMEEEEEEE. Because I'm cool like that.

Then we heaed to City Square Mall cos Dl had to go to work and he gave us ten bucks voucher for MFM which we used for ice cream and brownies! <3<3<3 Till I had to rush to meet dear parents at Hg mall for that (waste of $$$ and not THAT fabby) Shabu Shabu steamboat restaurant.. SRSLY MONEY IS BETTER SPENT AT JUST ACIA OR AJISEN OR SOMETHING. But at least I could have my unagi and salmon sushiiii. 8)

Today's a happy day. I <3 Khai, solo, dl and not forgetting dear sy who didnt come cos she had tuition. You guys make my days fabby although khai + dl are always insulting me.. You guys make me smile and my life in SR is def more colourful with you all around! Solo, although you're in SA now, you're still a huge part of my life and I <3 you too!!

And I still miss my pengyouzz like Abg, debs, joce, yr, jas, daryl s, rae and sam (plus many other people) a lot too!!! HI was never this awesome without you all, seriously.

And now this new chapter in sr... I think I know I would enjoy it. ;)

Surprise on mon!! Hope it wouldnt be an epic phaillllll...

I LIKE BEING HAPPY FIONELLA! :D

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