FEELIT.

Late night studying with Clarissa at Macd's once again. :) Days like this are happy days. Although days can be happier if I can run (got my new tracks!!!)... But I just can't seem to find the time to do so. Studies have been ravaging me like a wild beast... Maths LectureTest tomorrow too. I suck so bad at Summation.

It's already WeekSix of school. 3 more weeks to MYE's, 5 more weeks to official start of JuneHolidays. How time passes so quick. Good and bad thing I supposed.

Summation/ MI is beckoning me once again.. And Clarissa gotta use this thing for her PI.

ILove. :)

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THEONLYEXCEPTION.

And that was the day I promised,
I'd never sing of love,
If it does not exist.

The flu bug has attacked! (Me included, + throat infection too :( ) Practically half of 1A07's down and out. 10 people absent yesterday (I was one of them hiiiii) and 6 people absent today. Get well soon 1A07! :)

Watched The Cove today after school for some EarthWeek thingoe, some documentary about the dolphin slaughter in Taiji, Japan. Awesome show which every sane human with a perfectly working conscience should watch because it just shows how insane a government can be when they want to cover up their crimes. Traumatising and saddening if you ask me.

No school on Friday and Monday. (Y) Just gotta head back tomorrow at 3 for some performance. Naise shall catch up on my sleep, tutorials and studies. :)

Dboat Nationals tomorrow. Will be praying for you guys. ;)

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SOLO.

Trekked from north to south, from SungeiBuloh to BukitTimah to Macritchie and then back to SR in 14 hours, from 1pm to 315am. First time in my life I was so happy to see SR. Vanessa told me it was approximately 94km++. Now our legs are about to break anytime soon and most of us have Napfa tomorrow. Rest well beloved Odacians! :)

Currently at Cp's Subway with Claw, S-T-U-D-Y-I-N-G. (Back to reality after camp once again) Love like Chemistry~~~~ As if. LectureTest tomorrow. Redid my AMS tutorial thrice so I'm putting my heart in getting all the AMS questions correct at least... My Redox is still a bit screwed for now. I only like writing the redox equations. But what's the point if I can't identify the reagents properly. :( :( :( Chemistry oh Chemistry.

I'm gonna mug like a mad bitch now. MYE's in a month's time. I can't afford to screw it up. *x fingers*

I like the songs they play in Cp's Subway. Brings back good memories. :) :) :)

Heart, heart, heartbreak.

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IFWEEVERMEETAGAIN.

At the playground at Daryl's G place with Claw, DarylS and DarylG. :)
Miss them hell loads.

It's currently 1221am, and I have camp later; a 24 hour hike. I'm really not in the mood of going because I have three tests next week, a PI due on Monday. I'm fucking failing everything already and sometimes a positive mindset is really really not enough to keep me going.

Ahhh I think I have no choice but to grit it in and take it in. No point wallowing and such and just deal with everything that's coming in my way.... I just got to have better time management skills. :/

If life was easy, where would all the adventures be?
Hope this keeps me going. :)

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HUNGOVER.

And I know I can't smile without all of you.

Currently having PW. Two words: Moral buster. Every PI I hand in, once I get it back, the comments are pretty depressing. :/ Ah oh well, I'm gonna be positive, improve on it, and get my A. :)

The wireless connection at my place is totally screwed up. Hate.it.ttm. Gotta ask dad to fix it asap. I didn't know I was that dependent on the internet. I think I'm turning into a internet-holic.
So prolly I guess the connection breakdown is a good thing. At least it gives me more time to focus on my studies. Yup.

I've got 7 econs essays to do by Mon, 4 due tomorrow. And I'm only done with 1. I shall press on and persevereeeeee.

I can definitely make it through. :)

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HEARTBREAK.

I Love Tumblr.
Tumblr motivates me to be a better person and chase whatever I want to believe, as absurd as I sound. :)

Maths makes me crazy. But I'm gonna give it to the facts that I'm not doing enough for Maths and that I just can't grasp it well.

Completed my PI draft whoo!

Shall jog then mug later. :) I love simple days like this.

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IFIHADYOU.

Out of the 21 things on this list, I've experienced like 19 of them. Fml?

As much as all those things have hurt me so much... I dont think so. ;)

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CRAZIER.

I realised, I ravel in my own doubts all the time.

Created a tumblr. :) I -hearts- the reblog function although Idk how to use it. Yet.

JC life is a killer life, I swear.
But the friends, the smiles, the love and the assurance makes it all better. :)

Nonetheless I still do miss HIHS quite a fair bit. :/

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BESIDEYOU.

Days like when you really hate yourself because you feel your personality is really really flawed... Yes today's my day.

Hate how I bring other people down. Hate how I forget to give such people second chances. Hate how I judge so much. Hate how I am so naive. Hate how people can always walk over me because I let them too. Hate like how much I wanna talk to you but I can't because my judgement of you can be of a good one and then a bad one instantaneously. Hate how I'm not even a friend to you anymore. Hate how memories really screw up my emotions.

Cos now I know, I should pick up the br0ken pieces and fix it up. True that there may be scars on the fixed piece but they would only serve to remind me that, I was just momentarily blinded by hope which never came around and no matter what, life goes on.

"And if you can't beat em, at least leave this a proud woman."

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ALLTHATIAM.

WEDDINGDRESS.

My current fav. :) TAEYANG'S DANCE MOVES ARE LIKE UBER SLEEK OMG. I totally want to learn the dance moves to this and learn how to play Haru Haru on the piano. I love Big Bang! :D

Meeting RMVK for studyd8 at sbux. Kinda last min now but yes glad to spend time with this awesome babe. :)

Someday I will know, someday i will definitely find. Not now, but I know it's soon enough. :)

Lord, please help Brandon find his phone!!! And all those around me to be happy and all smiles no matter what.

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TOOTHPASTEKISSES.

And with heartshaped bruises and late night kisses divine.

Haiiiiiii. Was using my webcam after a pretty loonggg time. :>
The past two weeks have been such a.. self conscious one. I should love myself more.

Toothpaste Kisses by The Maccabees.
I'll be yours and you'll be mine.