BESIDEYOU.

Days like when you really hate yourself because you feel your personality is really really flawed... Yes today's my day.

Hate how I bring other people down. Hate how I forget to give such people second chances. Hate how I judge so much. Hate how I am so naive. Hate how people can always walk over me because I let them too. Hate like how much I wanna talk to you but I can't because my judgement of you can be of a good one and then a bad one instantaneously. Hate how I'm not even a friend to you anymore. Hate how memories really screw up my emotions.

Cos now I know, I should pick up the br0ken pieces and fix it up. True that there may be scars on the fixed piece but they would only serve to remind me that, I was just momentarily blinded by hope which never came around and no matter what, life goes on.

"And if you can't beat em, at least leave this a proud woman."

<3 nella.