I'm really super happy I'm meeting claw later. As much as I look so happy in school, I really was for a fact because I can never seem sad around them cos they truly make me smile. But one thing for that matter, there's a void in me. Idk it's like, it's not legal for me to be all jovial and happy and such. It just doesnt seem right, for someone like me.
I miss abg, i miss Debra. I really do miss those times. But it will never all come back now, the way I look at it. I guess it's still partially my fault now. The issue here is not only time, but also how much we mean to each other in the first place. After all that shit in the weekends, I kinda did realised why she was not apparent in my 2010. Sucks to know though. Sucks to be in this right now. Whatever happened to bestfriends forever and all that "we would still keep in contact k!"? I seriously never wanted things to be on this note.
Jc life is sucking me dry. I just hate how emotional issues kinda catalysed this whole situation. It was never supposed to be like this, wasn't it?
The Lord would be here, that's my only consolation.
I can never be like you.
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