I don't know how to tell people this but I'm gonna try.

I wanna be fucking skinny. I DETEST, I HATE, I DISLIKE what I look like now. It's both a WANT and a NEED that I become skinnier. I fucking dislike being chubby, fat, plump or any nice terms to say that I'm fat and huge.

Fuck man, no one fucking understands. The higher I fucking go, the higher I fucking fall.
And yeah I do care about what people think of me. I don't want people to call me "big" or what fucking term there is.

I WANT TO BE SKINNY.
Fuck all this bullcrap.