Once you know my weakness, you definitely can crumble my day, regardless how happy it is. And you know what, I hate it because it brings suicidal thoughts to me. And I'm not afraid to carry out whatever's going through in my head.

I hate this. Can you guys stop using that against me, even if it's just a joke? Because it just hurts so bad... Please stop making me cry.

Why do I have to be like this... It's not like I'm not trying.