I fucking miss you.
I want you to be happy and seeing you in this state is like literally slapping me hard on my face. Karma hits like a bitch, but I don't wanna see this happening to you. Not in this form.
Fuck man, I don't know if I even like you now after hearing what I have to hear. Fuck, I miss you. Like crazy.

And I realise I never get anything right with my life. Whether it's academic wise or whether it just boils down to my life on the whole. I fucked everything up with my own mindset and warped decisions.

Forever seems tempting. Forever is so close by.