Hi I'm in KMacs studying and my re-exams starts tomorrow. So exciting!!!!!! Yeah right.
I hate the feeling where I think I've studied and know what I need to know but yet I don't. HOW DO I MAKE SURE I KNOW WHAT I KNOW????? And how do I 'lock' my studying in my brain permanently??? This is fannoying. >:(
I just hope I do better for Chemistry and Econs, especially Econs. I just hope I promote overall. -x fingers- Can't let those who believe me in me down.
Anyway I was looking thru my LJ that I was using from Sec3 to midSec4. I must say. I am very very very (x10000) disappointed with myself because all the hopes I've pinned on mself, I didn't even fulfill them. So many things I've wanted and said. I just don't wanna sacrifice much, I realised. Okay, although 2010's gonna end, I'm gonna leave this year not looking like THIS. And I'm gonna make sure I enter 2011 ready to tackle JC2 and also continue to not look like the present me. I am gonna do well for JC2. And this is something I'm gonna make sure it would come true the day I get my A's results. I do hope ill be able to get the SAF scholarship. But I still have a lot to do. A lot. All things are possible, I hope. Sacrifice is hard but when it comes to the moment that I have to do it, I hope I'd make the right decision.
Digressing, I don't like that I'm such a crybaby. :(
<3 nella.
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