Whatnots.

Just thinking, what if I lost you. Forever.

To lose that very person who played a huge role in boosting my self esteem.
To lose the one that makes me smile mostly.
To lose that person that would be the first to know every one of my situations, how my day has went, all the rantings and what nots.
To lose the one who has stuck by me through thick and thin
To lose a huge chunk of what I mostly am today.

Just thinking of that frightful situation of texting or calling your number knowing you would never reply or pick up... I feel tears in my eyes right now.
And by losing, I meant in the dreadful sense of forever, if you guys get what I mean.

I really do love you, my best friend and loverboy.




Okay, anyway its the end of MYEs. Hurray hurray! Have like around a week or so of break before one day of extra lessons and the dreaded SMUN which I am totally regretting. Can't wait for Thursday! Loverboy ends his papers and I am looking forward to Seoul Gardens!
Back to my chick flick marathon. Just watched Easy A, gonna continue with She's The Man. The buffering is annoying me.

<3 nella.