Tonight.

I'm gonna turn 18 in 3 more days. :) my 18th birthday memory would definitely be more memorable compared to my 17th. For my 17th, I just wanna forget it all. Leave it behind and just look forward to people whom I know will be there for my 19th, 20th and so on.

Things have changed so much compared to 2010. In another 3 more days, it won't be just another birthday. It would mean that I've got so much to take up my hands because I'm at a point where I can't do things and get away with it. To me, turning 18 is like a major turning point because I'm finally gonna be a young adult. Not that I'd fully enjoy it but it's gonna be one cool ride. ;)

I've left behind so many people whom I thought were precious to me in 2010 this year. I don't see the point in moping about such people whom I thought cared for me genuinely. But in fact, all they ever wanted was something I couldn't give them. I'm someone with a fairly huge ego. And I'm not gonna put this down for such people. I take my share of the blame, but I do not deserve the full burden. So amen to leaving such shitty memories behind and having friends whom I can actually rely on. I may be with guys always, but at least I know they see where I'm coming from and they don't judge like wusses. And yes people whom I let go off are wusses.

Anyway, more happier stuff.

Parents got two one year free passes to USS and they gave them to me!!!! :D And Dad gave me birthday moolah although I wanted my new baby (Canon EOS 550-D) instead. But I'm not sad because I'm gonna save up for it too! And also save up for shopping. Wheeee. :D And birthday dinner at Todai tomorrow. :D And Harry Potter tomorrow. :D
I'm definitely happier this year. :)

<3 nella.